I’ve been suicidal. I’ve attempted. It used to cross my mind daily, but it rarely does lately. People say it’s selfish. What’s selfish is wanting someone to remain unhappy in my opinion. What’s selfish is not helping someone who’s suicidal and instead telling them what an awful person they are for considering it. Having thoughts of it doesn’t make you weak or selfish. You never know what someone’s going through. But even if you’re at your lowest point, it always gets better. Sometimes things are just unbearable, but taking yourself out of this world’s not the answer. You’re here for a reason, even if you don’t know what that reason is quite yet. So in my experience, just put it off at least another night.. go to sleep. Tell yourself that over and over, and eventually you’ll realize those thoughts are gone.